hello, i greatly enjoyed this neocities post from a friend of mine:

https://luckystarluckycharm.neocities.org/blog?fbclid=PAQ0xDSwK4JwNleHRuA2FlbQIxMQABp8bfwQyv7SGKuWcwiy-SxChvPTu1zQfulYhu4I3E2Kw3T5zuF69b4AUHdPBt_aem_1z6apzLu0Mdq4bqi4c85Mw

i feel like i needed to read this, because it was one of those "oh i am not alone other people feel this way" moments, and also i had thoughts that it reminds me of that i want to try to form more thoroughly sometime soon. this is not that moment, but i am opening this page to return to later when The Time Comes. blessings and love to all.